I’m calling bullshit on his autism spectrum billboard monologue. It’s a bunch of millennial claptrap, probably dished out by some post grad chardonnay quaffing Instagram queen from behind her ergonomically designed Scandinavian desk, with one eye on the clock and the other on her notifications. That neuro diversity hokum gets hurled around these days like a fistful of M&M’s at a 5 year old’s birthday party. It’s nothing more than a tutorial on how to wipe the slate; a license to shit in the street.
I know you never intended us to see those freeze frames; ghostly 6 x 6 prints singing in a diffused light, that glows upon damp streets & sentinel trees.
Fussing over the light meter, calibrating the phonograph as she mixed you a large gin, her angled cheekbones sweeping the room like gyrating searchlights.
Under cool covers of night, you took to squinting – far too dim to see who might have been the less deceived – from the tall arches holding court above Pearson Park.
Your eye held steady – coaxing her into frame, just a whisker away from deep focus; light seducing the polished glass, like a halo beaming from corner shadows.
I like the photo that you flung like an aerodynamic frisbee through the glow of cyber electrons. It screams of Ultravox and wild gypsophila in Grantchester Meadows.
Kids careening drunk through street lit metal roads, howling like rabid dogs lost in the brain fog of a 2am dead zone, after shooting our lot over tables doused in fire water and ash. We didn’t know it then, but the river was always sliding away unseen; whispering Goodnight Vienna.
I’m beginning to relate to the liquid pulse of Faure’s tempo: the persistent hum of words that threaten to gate crash the show at any minute with their used car salesman’s pitch and patter.
I thought of cracking open the promising Tempranillo from Logrono and watching that Jim Jarmusch movie again with the Brie and pâte from last nights fiasco, until I remembered I was out of crackers.
But no, I’m saving my cameo appearance at the supermarket until things come to a head, as they always do when you postpone the whole shebang until tomorrow; until the wind starts to push and pull.